My writing days have been over for quite a while now. Quite a while indeed.

Truth be told, I think I'm done writing in this one.

Some people feel the rain, others just get wet.

I'm waiting for the warmer days to come. I'm waiting for the snow to turn to rain. It's because right now I feel like I want to walk, run, dance in the rain. That's right, I wish it were raining cats & dogs.

I love those days, when I can just walk in the rain, the feeling I get is just pure happiness and it's an amazing thing to feel, when you know it's only the raindrops making you feel this way. I love the feeling of raindrops brushing on my cheeks, the scent of every raindrop falling down from the sky. That's what I love about rain, it's so refreshing, especially when you are all alone in a complete rainstorm.

I never want to miss the chance to feel the rain, that's why when I always see it raining heavily, I just run out to enjoy it. It's the little things that make me happy.

At night, I can't sleep. In the morning, I can't wake up.

  Guess what... I coloured my hair an even darker purple. I like it. It has some darker stripes in it which imo is pretty cool.

Like most days, today is no different. Starting the day with coffee or tea. Then eating some delicious fruit. Now it's time for me to watch some movie or series. There is still something missing, chocolate! At the moment I have to confess, I have no chocolate, so I'm going to go bake a cake instead. Then there's only one thing left to do.. make tea and get cosy. Then let the movie night begin!

But wait.. my day wouldn't be complete if I don't go take a walk on the beach. So I guess, I'll make a midnight walk on the beach, after the movies, despite of the weather. Actually the beach is nice even in the winter, so I must not miss the chance to see the beauty of it as long as I can.

It's funny how I feel like a different person at night. Full of ideas and full of energy. Right now I feel dull

Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?

So for the first time ever I threw a party for a good friend of mine. Turned out pretty interesting.

@ labor

Also been celebrating everyone else's birthdays aswell.

I just figured out that there are only three men in my life - Jack, Jim and Jameson.

                       Delightful
A way to start the morning and end the evening or start the evening and ending it with the morning.

There is one more thing I love and that is tea. That's right, tea. Today I've already made myself several cups of tea. Hmm, let me think, about 12 cups I suppose? Tea is something I have to drink everyday to feel that the day is complete.

Ever think that there is so much about yourself that you don't even know? I do, all the time.
Everyday I find out something new about myself, fair or foul, still something new.

Lately I've done nothing but watch movies. They can be so much more interesting than reality where I live in can ever be.
Most nights I can't sleep at all. And when I can I see the weirdest dreams. Some of my friends even think I'm a little bit psycho. Considering my dreams, I really am. At least they are not plain boring.

The bringer of my dreams.

   Fascinating creatures

A single dream is more powerful than a thousand realities

   we find beauty in the most unexpected and strangest places 

  
One of the greatest things to eat, I really mean it.

                     truly amazing

As you should know.. I'm not a big reader, but for some reason I've taken fancy in the books written by Neil Gaiman. I think they are quite unique and remarkable.

What about my doings?
Honestly, I've taken it quite slowly.
Most of the time I've been lost in a world of my own.

we do not remember days... we remember moments

So.. I have nothing more important to do at 4 am than to write an entry in my blog, fun, fun, fun.. Now, Crete. When did I go there again? I guess it was June. Still as white as snow white though.

Spinalonga

I spy with my little eye

dangerous much?

chillax

i wanna fly away from here

they see me rollin', they hatin'

IT IS NOT ALLOWED TO USE THE LIFT!

the kraken

also the kraken

pedobear attack

my new pet, om nom

first get her drunk..

..and then steal her head

bread + peanut butter + cheese + nutella + melted cheese

Omnomnom

Drink up!

Real

Blonde?

still as cute as ever

keep your face always toward the sunshine

only in the eyes of love you can find infinity

off we go to...

Nipple Twist

The most I loved about my summer was visiting festivals.  
 


First there was the Viljandi Folk festival 



 
Then I visited the Rock Ramp festival in Viljandi 




And last but not least I visited the Punk N' Roll festival at Tartu 



That was the most awesome part of my summer. Love to do it again.
 
 
So what have I done lately? Nothing much. Just gone to some concerts and been to the theatre a lot. Concerts eh?



In July - The Red Hot Chili Peppers



In november -






Katatonia









Alcest











Junius






I also visited a lot more concerts from my own country and ofc other countries as well. Just not going to list all of them here. 

Some of them to hear my friends play, some because they seemed interesting and that they were.

Another thing I visited was "Jazzkaar", I went to all kinds of Jazz concerts. Heard some new ideas, new voices. Imo it was an inspiring and intriguing experience.

 

Oh and I forgot to mention we are reconstructing some of the rooms. Got new kitchen furniture and also we changed some things in there. In my room - new wallpaper, coloured some closets and shelves, new furniture, new curtains, ect. So far I like it.

Before

After

Sorry, don't have a better picture of the new hair colour yet, cause I changed it only a few days ago. 

Trapped in my own illusions.

if you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind goes when it wonders.

I want to find someone who will make me forget all the others.