Jälle aasta vanemaks

Täna on mu sünnipäev. Täpselt 10.10 sain siis 16 aastaseks, oh mis vanur juba.

Ma ütleks, et see oli mul hea sünnipäev, kõik tegid tuju heakas oma õnnesoovidega ja paljud vanad sõbrad on mind ka meeles pidanud ja raatsinud õnne soovida.

Olin terve päev kodus pm. Vahepeal sain ka paar kinki.

Kinkidest on üldse ükskõik, vähemalt, et näen neid inimesi keda armastan.

Mulle tehti isegi videoid. Kuidas nad küll viitsid, aga tõesti need videod tõid kohe suure suure naeratuse näole.

Heart's a mess

Everything is so fucking messed up. I have noone to turn to, I have lost so much, so so much I thought was never possible, but as I see things change, always not for the better but I'll get through, I always must.

Tomorrow's my b-day and im absolutley not waiting for it, why can't it be some time else. I even don't want to think about it, I hope tomorrow's going to pass nicely and quietly with no drama.

So much to do, so little time.

Teaspoon, I really like you, I really do

Aaaaa, we would be two happy teaspoons together. Well okay, not thinking so far, I really like one of the teaspoons on the picture. Ahh I'd be so glad to get it. So so glad!

You'd be as sweet as sugar. And as tall as I'd ever like.

Damn

I just don't understand what people have against gays, their people too, no different than anyone else, just they like the same sex, that's all. Is it really so disgusting that people have to give them names, throw things at them, tease them ect.!? I think it's sick, noone should treat them that way. Can't many people just accept them and keep their nose out of their business.

Someday, just someday ..

I must must, must get out of here. I need to see something new, not be bored here.What do I do here? Just sit around and practically do nothing, when I could be doing so much. I could be traveling, seeing all the things I would ever want to see. I truly feel a need to see something amazing at this point of view. As soon as I can, Im gona be gone from here. Someday, someday I surely will.

Tea time

Ahh is there any better drink than tea? I don't think so. I's also good with rum.

Evil pizzas

Dammit, I couldnt, just couldnt. I just had to eat them, just had to. Depressing. It's only Januray and already I have eaten 6 pizzas.

You can't buy happiness, but you can buy ice-cream and that's kind of the same thing.

Ice-cream, the best, but BEWARE!!! It's from the devils side.

Do you wan't to go to the seaside?

Tahaks olla kuskil mere ääres, ja jälgida ning kuulata kõike ilusat ja head seal.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Selline tunne oleks, et tahaks siit maailmast ära, tahaks nagu lihtsalt ära hõljuda. Tahaks näha midagi uut, midagi müstilist, midagi kirjeldamatut. Võiks rännata kosmoses, teistes maailmates, teistes salapärastes kohtades. Ma tean ma unistan liiga palju, aga see on tore, uppuda unistustesse, reaalsus kaotada. See on nagu ära saamine kõige eest.

The mornings

I hate mornings. I don't drink coffee, so I feel bad for quite some time.
When is it when I look the worst? Ofcourse the morning. -.- I just hate waking up early, I nearly always sleep in. AAH!

winter & snow

Väljas sajab ja sajab lund ja see on lihtsalt imeline vaatepilt. Kirjeldamatu tunne on, mida ma tunnen, kui ma kõnnin väljas lumesaju ja tuisu keskel, kus kõik on kaetud paksult lumega. Nii hea tunne on, kui saab tunnetada lumesadu ja mõnusat jäist tuult oma põskedel, millest tekib soe tunne sees ning naeratus näole.

Jõulud olid imelised. Pidasin perega, olemas oli jõulusöök, kuusk kinkidega ning akna taga ei puudunud ka lumi. Häid jõule kõigile!

Nüüd siis saab ennast paksuks süüa ja uuest aastast korralikult toituma hakata, mitte nagu varem, et söön mingi kell kaksteist öösel. Ma arvan, et jõusaali minek oleks hea mõte.


MERRY CHRISTMAS!